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[simplysynthetic]

It's easy to gloss over any issues you have when you're used to wearing masks.

When your giant family refuses to believe anything you tell them and how you become an ungrateful child and I should be more respectful and happy to do exactly what you're told and how nothing you say could ACTUALLY be true.

It's not about free rent anymore. I'd rather live in my car then deal with these two any longer than I have to. I can not let their fucked up issues effect Amia anymore. They are starting to put her against me, putting things in her brain and she has started to regurgitate terrible things to my face that they've said in the past.

See, even now I can't even come out and say it. They're emotionally abusive. For years. And when I bring it up, they pretend I'm just making shit up, telling me I'm just selfish and make everything about me and I have a victim complex.

We are drowning in credit card debt and we can't pay it down fast enough, but I have to figure something out... because it's killing me in here.

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[turps]

I wish I could do something that would actually help. But know, I'm thinking of you and hope you can get out asap. No one should have to live in that situation.

♥

[simplysynthetic]

Thank you. Even well wishes make me feel better, that someone believes me. That I'm not just yelling into the void. <3