And when we wake we be the only sound

2018-12-17T00:04:53Z

I AM HERE.

It's been a minute. Sorry?

BUT WITH TUMBLR BEING... itself? I'm gonna have to find more places to be me. I'm on Pillowfort now too, it's a good mix of tumblr and dreamwidth and I'm enjoying it so far. I've jumped from so many places for fandom it's starting to get tiring. I must be getting old. I am going to STAY on the 'blr until they purge me because I was far from SFW. I'll just miss all the stuff I've curated and fandom I've gotten to be a part of.

I suppose I'll be around here more. Family type blogging. ^^

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simplysynthetic @ 2017-12-03T19:40:00

2017-12-04T02:46:10Z

It's easy to gloss over any issues you have when you're used to wearing masks.

When your giant family refuses to believe anything you tell them and how you become an ungrateful child and I should be more respectful and happy to do exactly what you're told and how nothing you say could ACTUALLY be true.

It's not about free rent anymore. I'd rather live in my car then deal with these two any longer than I have to. I can not let their fucked up issues effect Amia anymore. They are starting to put her against me, putting things in her brain and she has started to regurgitate terrible things to my face that they've said in the past.

See, even now I can't even come out and say it. They're emotionally abusive. For years. And when I bring it up, they pretend I'm just making shit up, telling me I'm just selfish and make everything about me and I have a victim complex.

We are drowning in credit card debt and we can't pay it down fast enough, but I have to figure something out... because it's killing me in here.

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It's the greatest thing you'd ever imagine...

And when we wake we be the only sound

simplysynthetic @ 2017-12-03T19:40:00